You are like a bitter pil.. that i had to take against my will...

你的自信心太强了.. 你也太骄傲.. 做什么都不会想.. 你的性格始终不改..你总觉得你永远是对的，要别人全部听你的... 别人说你改了但我看不出... 也许我看不到.. 也许他们也看不到你另外一面.....或许你们都没发觉，我正在观察每一个人，是黑是白我分得很清楚。 i got to open my eyes to everything.....我了解，我也管不了这么多，我改不了人，也改不了自己。It's okay,是我自己的问题。I know i'm strange... probably a freak or weirdo to you.. i was wondering what the hell am i doing here too...i know i don't belong here.. 我也知道我自己越陷入越深，但我控制不了自己.. It's time to wake up.. stop dreaming jessie.. nobody is gonna care for you forever..you don't deserve to be cared. this ain't your world.. you don't belong here... It's always belong to someone else.. let go everything and give the chances to other people that need it more than you do.... you don't deserve it anyway.. you should be happy that you're lucky to be born... not born to be lucky.. you're clearly know that you are useless.. without any talents.. with ugly looking.. fat .. and stupid..and more.. you don't have the right to judge someone else that everybody think that particular person is good... they can't see it.. they don't trust you.. you can't keep depending on someone who doesn't 肯定you.. because no one ever did 肯定 in you... never ever... 请别再自己欺骗自己．．．