I thought I was better than before
To be true, nothing changed at all
I keep asking the same questions over and over again
What is love?
Who am I?
What am I to you?
Whats the purpose for me to be born into this world?
Whats my talent?
and more.......
but whats the point?
我只不过是你眼里 那一群一个样的蚂蚁
那一只消失谁真的在意 世界 也没有什么差异
The fragile, brittle, frail humans are ,
After all, nothing more than discarded puppets
After all, nothing more than piles of useless junk
" For what purpose was I created? "
Please tell me the answer?
Why am I trying to fit in if I'm born to stand out?
I'm better off alone anyway ;)
Even though you and I lived in two different worlds
I still tried to take a chance and reach out to you
( I knew they will fail anyway )
Please come near, I just want to have a decent talk with you
Maybe then you could only see how much this distance between us hurts my heart ...
一个人 我在沮丧 一个人 走在路上
一个人 对谁嚣张 一个人 为谁而忙
一个人 没有方向 一个人 闷得发慌
一个人 该怎么样
For once I really escaped from all these feelings
Thats when the time I thought I finally managed to change myself, even a little
I learned to GIVE to give not because I have much
but because I know exactly how it feels to have nothing at all
and so I tried to give as much as I can
but the more I give, the more I feel I'm stupid
what was I thinking? I worried too much..I forgot I'm the only one alone in this world....
They still got friend... very good friends with them..
its just an extra thing that people don't need it from me
What I give, will be considered as jokes...
and so people will started to take things for granted...
Not wanting them to feel the same way as me makes me look like a total retarded idiot
I hate humans
Guess I have to bear the destined along
A destiny that was meant for me, only me
A destiny of forever of rotting alone in the forest
「很久很久以前，少女XXX前去森林
最后却传说她迷失了在那里
她永远放逐于这孤独的世界
很想和谁相遇，很想说说话，很想被人爱
欲望化作幻觉日日折磨她」
Growing up is a trap... As kid we always want to grow up... but now we're wishing that we could go back..
Go back to the time when everything is simple . Simple things that makes us happy
A person without talent like me, what for am I living in this world?
A person without any talent like me, what do I do?
What should I do?
so that you will acknowledge me... like you acknowledge him and her..
is acknowledgement that important, actually?
or is it only acknowledgement from you that matters
This world is sad
Even the sky is crying
this land is overflowed with tears
unnecessary feelings.
Confused. Mixed feelings again
I don't know what else to say
I'm always suck at expressing
Forgot what else I wanted to say
Guess nothing else matters anymore
The brain, together with me, stop functioning like they used to
They're dying
Buried by my thoughts and questions
like they always do
I dont know anything... I dont want to know anything... Let me shut myself down
The world of warmth which once I was reborn into, are fading from my sight
Warmth is temporary, they are full of lies
Do not depend on them
They will deceive you, and kill you
Sigh
What am I doing with my life after all what I've been through
They're just nothing in your eyes
because they're really nothing
I'm the problem
Should I continue to survive? or
End myself with a cut
I still couldn't find a way to express it
but is it even needed to be expressed?
Sometimes I just stopped showing it because no matter how hard I tried, you just wouldn't get it.
