Emptiness.

I already forgot how to love myself long time ago.
But I think, sometimes you do, sometimes you don't.
Or maybe you never did.

I lock myself in mind ice
I cry alone, there is nothing I can do
Fall down
Fell down
Just like a silent snow
Freeze down
Drop down
Please save me.

No one understands me
And my heart is frozen down
Fall down
Fell down
Just like a silent snow
Freeze down
Drop down
Will you save me?

Why do i still feel so empty after all this time?
As if everything was a dream.
I'm confused.
Really really confused.

Choronophobia.
Insomnia.
Emptiness.
Sadness.
Frustrations.
Disappointments.
Heartbroken.
and
MORE.

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings..
Like i do, and i blame you!...
No one knows
What it's like to be hated...
To be fated to telling only lies..
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated...
I'm not telling lies.....

原来泪 也会痛
倒流心中怎么麻醉也没用
爱不爱都痛....
最后你要自由..

我不想 我不想 不想长大...
我宁愿 永远都 笨又傻....

我好想念那种一躺下去就睡得感觉....

这个家看起来什么都有，其实它什么 也 没 有!...

倒回来还是一场空。

It's broken.

徘了 徊了 走了 错了 哭了 痛了
累了 倦了 困了 烦了 乱了 冷了 都是真的
疯的 想的 念的 不安的 焦慮的
复杂的 夢過的 拥有的失去的 怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的 絕對不能忘的
我想要還你了 真的不想要了
只得放了...
忘了...

Are you going to help me fix it?
No?
I guess i have to fix myself then.

How to mend a broke heart

1. Pick up the pieces of your broken heart
2. Hold them fast
3. Sew them back together with a needle and thread
4. Set your heart back to where it belongs
5. Let wounds be healed by time
6. Your heart gets stronger with battle scars, so carry your scars with pride
7. Water base ointment may sooth the pain
8. Now hold your head up high
9. You will survive. Yeah Yeah

时间，不能让你忘了痛，而是让你习惯了痛。
So yeah, i will survive, but that theory doesn't work on me. 

I'm waiting...... for the end of my broken heart.
我的快乐，会回来的。

我渴望，我反抗。

:'))

Messy hair, dry lips, UGLY face, moisturised eyes, yeah, i cried.
Problem? That doesn't mean anything to you anyway. :]
Thanks for acted like you cared, , ,

孤军作战 -我怕-

孤军作战，一生绝望

我们肆无忌惮　我们成群结党

我们目无尊长　对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长　只会制造麻烦
我们就是　一无是处看你又能怎样

我们don't give a damn　那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是　我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙

学校老师　束手无策　父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想像

只认定　会读书　就一定是好孩子的榜样
别　以为看不起我们　就告诉自己比人家强

有多少人　关心我们　为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会　替我们想想苹果为何会变烂
其实我们　也曾努力　要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问　你们究竟　给了我们多少希望?

泪水已经流干　前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂 我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望
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我似乎忘了你的脸孔，我好怕、好怕那种感觉........
Why am I so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine?......

你最近好吗？...
请不要太辛苦，...
我会心疼....

Remember. Forget.

No matter what I do,

I always forget to forget you.

每个人都缺乏什么?
我们才会瞬间就不快乐...

單純很難　包袱很多

已經很勇敢　還是難過..

一路嗅著追著美夢　爬上屋頂意外跌得好重

不覺得痛　是覺得空...

我不曉得　我也不捨得

或許只有妳　懂得我　所以妳沒逃脫...
一邊在淚流　一邊緊抱我　小聲的說　多麼愛我...
只有妳　懂得我　就像被困住的野獸...

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我忘了　向前走

我努力假裝現在過得很好

現在的你看來已不需要我

也許在不同的時空

還牽著　你的手

想知道你真的過得好嗎

没有我也許是種解脫

現在我試著習慣一個人過

也許你已經開始新的生活

陪著我的叫做寂寞

陪你的　是誰呢？

我多麼想念你...

想念你親口說你是愛我地....

我多麼忌妒你...

忌妒你我是多麼愛你地....

不想讓你擔心 不要再有懷疑

所以我要親口對你說

"我好想你"...

Sometimes you have to smile to act like everything is going well.

And then go away weeping silent tears.

我从不喜欢让别人看见我的眼泪，我宁可让别人觉得我快乐的没心没肺，

也不愿让自己看起来委屈可怜。

只是这次我怕我在你面前奔溃哭泣，我不能再依赖你。

必须忘记-依赖-

Everything keeps remind me of the past,..

I can see the image keep floating on my mind, 

I wish I could erase them, they just seems so true, so real.

I can hear voices, talking to me, telling me what to do, 

saying what's going on, trying to deceive me.

I felt like I've been to the future, 

everything happened seems to be so familiar....

I wish I can spend every moment of my life with you.

To give me all your love, is all I ever asked.

Yes, I would die for you,

but you wont do the same. 

;)

                                                       叫思念不要吵.. 我相信我已經快要把你忘掉... 跟寂寞再和好! :)