来不及？

也许全世界我也可以忘记，就是不愿意失去你的消息...
为了你，我愿意.... 


每個人　都有一段悲傷　想隱藏　卻欲蓋彌彰...
擦不乾　你當時的淚光　路太長　追不回原諒...

分開以後每個夜晚 格外的寂靜... 
滴答滴答 剩大鐘在陪着我回憶.... 
電話裏頭曾經是你最溫柔的聲音...
現在只有空氣 冷漠地回應.........

給你我的心　能否請你別遺棄..一句愛你愛你愛你愛你　能否再也不分離..
給你我的心　爲什麽你卻給了我孤寂...就算愛你愛你愛你愛你　可能你也不想聼...
你的承諾曾是一種不自覺的甜蜜...
現在一劃一筆　刺在我心裡...

I wish that you could stay... It's just my wishful thinking...
I gave you everything, But all I got is pain...
Although my heart is bleeding, You still don't feel a thing...

每當我想起了-曾經-
曾經曾經曾經曾經...
曾經，只是曾經....
還是愛你愛你愛你愛你....
難道還不能清醒?....
你 離開...
我 崩潰了放縱哭泣!.....
你是我 不能言說的傷...　想遺忘 又忍不住回想...
像流亡 一路跌跌撞撞...　你的綑綁 無法釋放...

What I have to do to make you near... I wish you were here.. 
I just want to let you know that I never want to let you go...

我来不及将你的手紧紧握着...
对你说我只想要我们能快乐...
怎么我微笑着 心却是痛的...
我来不及将记忆中的你消除了...
我明白错过的从此难以复合...
如果眼泪能够证明我是爱你的...
那么重新选择是不是来不及了?...

你要你的快乐你选择你的选择.. 我只是个陪你疯了一程暂狂欢的过客.. 
你要你的快乐你是绝对自由的 我只能在你离开后发现... 你从来不是我的 ....

你离去的原因 从来不说明... 幸福只是水中的倒影...
那深陷在沼泽 我不堪的爱情.. 是我无能为力的伤心...

明明很想哭，却还在笑；
明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了；
明明很在乎，却装作无所谓；
明明很脆弱，却装作很坚强；
明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福；
明明已经无法挽回，却依然执着
等到夜深了，又止不住在思念。

你總是要我乖.. 我想依赖 却你都不在... 我的眼淚卻一直掉下來...
而我對你的期待 被你一次次摔壞!...
已經碎成太多塊 要怎麼拼湊跟重來?..
終於看開愛回不來 而我總是太晚明白... 哭著求你留下來..
終於看開愛回不來 我的手卻放不開 寧願沒出息..
求 你　別　離開!.. 

我们的爱情是秘密，不能成立.... 就算我爱你也不能够说明.. 
他、她在你身边逗你开心.. 我只不过让你歇斯底里...
你就... 让我跟你一起秘密... 我们的事情说好不提起... 
那就好了吧.. 这些够了呀.. 这已足够让我清醒，你和他、她是不变的定律.......

I'd go back in time to change it... but i can't.....
So if the chain is on your door... I understand... :)

一步步冰凍　一步步寂寞..
人情寒冷冰凍我的手..
有誰來買我的孤單..
有誰來實現我想你的呼喚..

可我还是觉得 ，你最好 ，别人比不了的那种好 。 有的人说不清哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了 。

我要我们情人结...
等下一个天亮，去上次牵手赏花那里散步好吗？
I just wanna get back to the old days to you... 
I wanna go back and tell you what I should have said to you.... 

但我还是来不及了？.......

The truth that I saw in your eyes.. and its hanging on your tongue.. 
Just boiling in my blood.. but you think that I can't see..
Your confession remains to be my final pleading...
But the only thing that's here with me is

                                 tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac........

生命。。。。

　　我感觉好像变成一个在别人生命中路过石头... 一直被人踢来踢去... 连我也不知道自己该在何处.. 好像用过了，被踢到一旁... 踢呀踢... 掉进了一个很深很深的洞... 我很努力的像爬上来，也有好心路人帮我, 让我再次能回到地球表面上... 可是却有人又把我推到洞的最低... I try not to fall but damn i fall such a long way down.... 我真的伤的很彻底... 我偷偷躲起来，但你永远还是不在... :)) 多的是你不知道的事.....
　　You built me up, you break me down. For the life you gave me, i don't know why you don't see like i do. 有时候也许不是我们被忽略，而是我们太在意了。我要变成一个透明的石头.. 我不会动.. 也不会痛... :))) !!! 也许在你生命中，我只是一个路过的人，路过的一个石头。 ;) 

付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底

     保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞         

　　爱那么伤那么累... 我不懂...　天那么冷.. 心那么痛.. 我承受... 其实寂寞不痛 痛在念舊 ..... 寂寞不痛 痛在做夢 .... 我太笨... 明知道这不是缘份.. 却不顾 一切满是伤痕...

　　I trusted you in every way.. But not enough to make you stay... My SOS on radio.. The only chance to let you know what i fear.... But can you hear?....

　　If i die young, sink me in the river at dawn.. send me far away.... deep in the bottom where i don't have to be found again.... I dream of the end... wishing to start all over again... 

　　I just wanna get back... get back... to the old days with you.. there's so many questions, so much on my mind... So many answers i cant find... I wish i could turn back time.... i wonder why...... 但我回过身，一切连影子都不剩.... 

　　It hurts so much to know that you'll never remember the things i'll never forget!.. It hurts so much that the person that made you feel so special yesterday makes you feel unwanted today..... 

美丽的梦何时才能再出现...... ?

为什么留下这个结局让我承受...... ?

　　Its all gone... Nothing is the same anymore. I got you, and i'm satisfied. I long for the other. As a result, i got disappointed. I turned around and came back to look for you, but you weren't there anymore. I'm left with nothing. I felt so emptied. I felt so confused.  

　　我到底在追寻什么？ 到头来全部只是一场空气.... Is this all i've been searching for??? Is this all i've been waiting for??? All alone its dark and cold, never once thought i'd be the pieces left behind...I wonder what would happen if i never ever did existed? ;)

 败给你的黑色幽默... 

把你看得太重，在你眼里我却什么也不是~ 
我先消失..... 再见！

It hurts SO MUCH to know that you'll never remember the things I'll never forget..

很多的事，不是我想，就能做得到..
很多東西，不是我要，就能得到的...
很多的人，不是我留，就能留住的...
早該明白，總有一天，你也會離開，從我的生活中消失...
你的笑容就像陽光一樣，溫暖美好，卻是我永遠抓不住...

  As day passed... it keep reminds me of the tragedy... i'm still sorry... you say it's okay... but i can't feel you there anymore.... maybe you still mind about it... i don't know what can i do more... i'm just so sorry...  so i dont dare to ask much from now... 

  I felt so left out... wondering who should i trust.. so as in studies.... i really wanted to study.. but i felt lazy... it hurts to know that youll never remember the things ill never forget.. i think you forgot what you promise.. nothing matters anymore.... as long as you're happy... i am happy... i try to fake a smile to hide a million tears... cause i know maybe you don't even care... 

  Now maybe im just your toy... you can dump it whenever you want.. or a spare tyre... please knot a tie so i wont get lose. But the truth is you can stop and stare, blame myself that no one cares... or maybe i could blame it on "her"... 当时多想提起勇气好好的呵护你.. 不让你受委屈，苦也愿意.... 

  Can I pretend that airplanes in the night skies are like shooting stars? I could really use some wish right now.. Can you feel me when i think about you...? my world is an empty place.... i need you by my side.... i'm missing you so much.. I'm desperately looking for you... i even let go of what i have possessed... My freezing body feels nothing but pain... my heart is filled with pain.... all i had to do is to destroy everything... the pieces of the past that linked us... let me plunge in and drown inside you.... 

  我容易满足，更容易受伤；总有一种被忽视的感觉；付出的远远超过得到的；很固执，习惯不告诉你..自己冷战；在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很漠落；陌生人前很安静，朋友面前胡闹；坐在电脑前，不知道做什么，却又不想关掉它；不喜欢等待，却总是等待；经常发呆。没关系，我只是太看重感情的人... 有时把别人看的太重.. 在别人眼里自己却什么都不是...

  我要我们的情人节.... 为什麼我却只想要哭... 我也找不到繼續的藉口... 逞強也沒有什麼.... now i wished myself.. never had met you... tears are gonna fall.. rolling in the deep.. i can't help feeling.. we could have had it all.... 

 I wish I was a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken heart.

Spending money for someone you love isn't wasting. :) I bought this for you, hope you would like it. Cause I don't know what else i can buy.. it still a clue... im wondering if you knew if this was for you... ;) hope you would accept it happily.. if it is for YOU, it will drop down from the sky... haha.. dont ask me to be logic... :D

  如果有一天我消失了... 如果有一天我不在烦你了...你会不会发疯一样的找我...因为找不到我而难过? 你会不会无数次的点击我的主页...看看我留下的痕迹?你会不会一直等我? 现在我已不想让你知道，因为我知道你不管... 不想被别人发现，就这样静静的...安静的消失… 

  我会努力读书..  if you let go of something.. and they came back, they were always yours. If they never, they never were. I shall make YOU gaze upon on me. ;) 但我不会太高估自己，在某些人眼里，你根本谁也不是。

  有时候我发现，其实我已经没有那么失望.. 也许是已经心寒... 就让记忆回到那天的那个梦..... 我还不相信 我不相信 连梦都失控.... 爱那么伤.. 伤那么重.. 我不想... 我不懂... 天那么冷..心那么痛... 我承受..... .. 醒不来在自己的恶梦里...

我渴慕... 我反抗.... 又怎样？！