long time no update @.@

hohoho chinese new year is coming and im not even excited about it :) its a long story :O well, at least i bought humanoid city live and best of, to cure my bored-ness during CNY :O i'll just take it as holiday.stay home emo, and be myself C:

sien

im ignored by people. so i ignored other people. :)

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all i know is i feel lonely~~ everyday have alot homeworks D: the coming CNY sucks as usual... :( D:< :/ well its okay to be different-billkaulitz- i just have to be myself wherever i am. being lonely and being the real me. the emo. i have to die in vain cause lifes dissapoint me... its not an option to me -via nee nee- :)

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mein gott

im sick since sunday.. i thought i can go to school on tuesday.. cause monday i was quite fine.. who knows having high fever again =_= i hate sick. i hate antibiotic.. i hate the cough and flu.... so i went back school on wednesday C: and have fever at night =_= well now i think im fine. :O my homework .... -_- don't mention it.. i dont know when am i gonna finish it... dots.... currently typing shitty chinese.. still got alot homework... add oil for myself :(

you dumbass bullshiting

I KNOT STAND PPL SIMPLY TALKKKKKKKKKKKK =_______= CONTROLLING MYSELF NOT TO SPEAK VULGAR CAUSE I PROMIESD TO GOD. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ SIENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN grrrrrrrrrrrr!! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bullshiting

school days

hohoho :O i dk. hate waking up so early. hate maths teacher. wtheck shit does that teacher come from =_= hate chinese................ D: well. idk what i have to said. forget all. 1 week memory couldnt write all at once

first day of school

well, i woke up at 4 sumthing cause i had a bad dream D: and im done preparin at 5 sumthing.. waiting for my dad and mum come back fetch me from airport cause they sent my sis go back study again :O so early reach sch, who knows the door are locked =_= the principal is brainless.. he wait until the bell rang and after 10 min? then he came open the door. duh.. i wait there almost 1 hour == and i suppose to sit with 1 of my fren who knows she wants to sit with other person. fuck. i hate you this kind of person. you promised, and you forgot.. wtheck. -_-

sigh...

i guess i'll just see my lover after 1 week -_- :( hate school. but note that i dont have study :O just school.. :)

囧

i dont want to go back to school yet :( too fast.. sien.. im not that ready yet... :O 囧

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本人还不想回学校... :( 假期不够用。D:

idk why :D

keep listening to jay chou's song.. haha guess i missing them.. and i finding 1 song which i listened when i having lunch with chia~steph~yue~ in spring.. lol i forgot the name.. searching.. searching... C: i used to have all the jay chou's all songs... until i dont like chinese and i dont listem to em anymore.. and i remebered i heard the "superman dk how to fly" i already dont love it anymore.. its not that nice as the old songs.. i love the old songs more :) my first idol is jaychou. 2nd. is tokio hotel C: girls not counted.. haha XD so im lost track of the new songs.. just listening to the old songs in youtubeeeeeeeee

im always not treated the same

no matter how hard i tried to be the good ones, i cant even be compared at them at all.. they always prepared the best for the ones they think of first. and im left out. why. maybe im just stupid fugly useless girl. 我永远都会被忽略.

:D

you did what you said. you replied now :D it makes me feel so happy, so warm.. :D even though you said you wouldnt be the same again, i believe in you that you tried your best :D love you always. you make me feeel so worth-ing to have found you :D thanks. thanks for not making us worry. thanks for giving us reply. thanks for listenining to us. hope we were not asking for too much. thanks for everything. hoping you to come back. :)

Happy New Year :) its 2011~~

hope this year will be good enough for me. It's time for me to emo. wish everybody happy new year. happy new year tom and bill :D love you always. happy new year to all my frens~ happy new year to kell~yue~rui~eileen~cath~steph~dearie~neenee~hastin~yestin~wing~blackllamb~melissa~~ :) its nice to meet you guys. you make my year. love you all always. have a blessed year and enjoy it. :D time is gold. haha. :P don't mind me for not replying you guys. my new year presents for this year is a dead phone. happy new year once again.