Monday, October 31, 2011

Deep-Sea Girl

Sunk into the deep sea of grief, it's a bother to even open my eyes...
And thus.. I'll be falling endlessly falling- but won't anyone find me? ..

Where am I headed, what am I to do?
Suddenly a beam of light shone through
I stuck out my hand, and seemed to reach, but I was carried out of sight by the waves...
Just what was that, I wondered, so warm and dazzling?..
An unconscious counter-illumination... And who's the liar?

The deep-sea girl, sinking ever still...
shut away beyond the darkness..
The deep-sea girl, she yet wants to know,
because she's found the one who captivates her heart....

Even in this place with no noon or nights, sleepless nights continue on
With your free wings spread wide, you were beautiful as you swam
And again the light poured down, and dazzled, we met eyes
You who noticed and looked back toward me, and I, the liar...

The deep-sea girl, sinking wilfully,
red-cheeked in the midst of darkness
But the deep-sea girl, who would bare her heart...
The black sea would still not allow her the courage...

My clothes have been dirtied so, my smile been shamefully warped
Do I look like I want to get along with anyone...? Just leave me alone!

I overflowed with the feelings I couldn't voice..
and in the next moment, you suddenly vanished.....

The uneasy girl, she hurried
The darkness hid him, kept him alone
The unfree girl, she put out her hand
"See, you've been hiding brilliant colours, too......"

The deep-sea girl, pulling by the arm,
sings a blessing of marine snow
The deep-sea girl, she wants to know more,
because she's found the one who captivates her heart.....

Leave this sea, and now, fly away.......









Friday, October 21, 2011

Love Is War

Now there's no where to go
in the heat of this love
AHH...

Gray clouds,
Monochrome bustles,
sunlight cast shadows,
dusk is changing it's color

Ah, the world is blurred
Even so, will I still love you?
I know this, though what should I do?
How can I...
What can I...?
What a fool...
I am

Let’s begin,
This is war!
Oh, to see you pleased with someone else!
Earnest love
that is sin
I will show you
how I feel!

The megaphone I tried shouting in, was broken
How hard I try to overreach myself,
I would fail to get into your sight.

Ah, a clear sky slid by..
But it doesn't suit at all
I couldn't get a hold of my feelings
How can I...
What can I...?
Crying...no,
I'm not...
I love you

Fight it out!
Shoot right to the heart!
I don't have a choice
Show off my skirt flap
I shall make you gaze upon me
Get ready to intercept
War situation still a drawback
Love is blind
Yes I'll be awaken by your kiss

Love Is War

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

只是永远我都放不下....

每次在梦里遇见你,我就想,这些将会发生吗?恶梦会成真?还是美梦如此消失?
 
    最近,我梦到你和我,好像回到那个"事件"一样... 只是地方不同罢了.. 那么在这次,我不想再像上次一样.... 受委屈... 所以这次我大胆帮你挡了!... 有用吗?因为我知道还是改变不了事实...... 在28/5... 我永远无法忘记,我也永远无法原谅我自己...

20/5 我和-爱人-玩得真的真的很开心的一天...
25/5 谢谢你给的惊喜... 无言可形容及代替的生日....
28/5 对不起..... 

"哭過 卻無法掩埋歉疚...
怎麼會怎麼會妳竟原諒了我...
我只能永遠讀著對白 讀著我給妳的傷害...
我原諒不了我 就請妳當作我已不在....... "

其实有一段是因该你从来不知的故事....
我也只能把这回忆深藏在我心底.... 

之后的事,我还是很怀疑...
你从来不知这件事影响对我多大...阴影....
你说你不在意,也许你真的不在意,或许你在逞强...
You never treat me the same as before, thing was never the same again. 

现在的我,
我的痛、只有我自己懂、
总是喜欢在如此孤独的夜里、翻起过去、
那些被自己深埋心底的往事、得到的、拥有的、失去的、有种恍然如梦的感觉。
一直都很明白、
自己是不该沉迷于过去的。
其实、我是害怕深夜的、会有一种无尽的寂寞袭向我
我却又喜欢深夜、因为只有周围漆黑一片、我和我的泪才是安全的。

我知道我不该留在过去,但我真的很努力在回来着...
我真心的对你好,就请你不要拒绝,因为世界上像你这种人应该绝种了。
我对人非常好的也不多,世界上太多双面人...

当然这只是我一时天真,因为你所说的都是谎言。
我也只能在背后看着你,你需要我的时候我就在你身边。
No more counting all your lies... No more waiting for your goodbye...
Its too late..... Much too late....

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終於 我明白這場遊戲 輸的五體投地 關於你佈下的局..
終於 我承認了我傷心 我決定把這回憶 抹的乾乾淨淨..
收拾你的荒唐 然後離去....

一幕幕我閉不上眼睛 殘忍的甜蜜...
一封封刪不去的簡訊 烙在心裡 痛在心裡....

你哭了吗 我听不到你说话...
转身走吧 没有必要再勉强......

一點點想哭泣一點點想著你...
你的愛很珍惜..
我總依賴著你的記憶...

你就像風在說話 順著我方向..
你就像海中的波浪 堆著我成長...
我明白你的回答 溫柔的對話...
愛情其實沒有辦法...
不被感動吧 我不說謊...

We did not talk to each other from sometimes and i wonder if its killing you like its killing me...
Sometimes i wonder why am i so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine....

你和他、她.... 是不变的定律.... 不变得定律....

                                                                                                       
                                                                                             现在只有空气冷漠的回应......